Heartless

So yeah I tell myself no one else matters fuck the world I live for only me. That i'll avoid all the assholes and freaks in this world. That i dont care what anyone thinks that i'll stick to myself. And its true say whatever the fuck you want about me i don't give a damn, Now don't get me wrong there are people in my life i love and would give anything to help. But only one person in my life who can rip my hurt in two just by shedding a single tear one person who i can't help but feel the need to protect. No matter how many times she pushes me away i'm always there to help her. I alway try to catch her. But theres only so much i child can do. Believe me if i could i'd buy her everything she'd ever need as long as she was happy. I'd give my last breath if it meant she
d never cry again. So mother, as you cry out your eyes cause you think everythings falling apart you should see my heart shatter when you begin to cry. Ha this makeshift heart of mine. That cares a little to much about others. That always tries to stop them tears. That wishes you could see the beautiful woman i see. That wishes you could see how amazing you are. All these things i could never say accept to strangers and to the reflection of my broke heart in the mirror.