Thinking about you

Im just gonna say this now. I tired of thinking about! your all thats on my mind 24/7 your the reason i keep drawing this stupid heart. When im with you i cant help but smile i cant help but be happy and giggly and everything seems perfect. I get high off your smell and drunk off your kiss. One small kiss and im intoxicated wanting more and becoming oblivious to those around me. you make me do things id never do before. Act all lovey dovey yeah thats so not me but with you i cant help it Make out in public? never but once you kiss me i never want to stop i fear the judgmental glances of passer byers but if you dont care than why should I. When you hold me its like heavan your warm strong arms pulling me close not letting me go gently kissing my neck not caring who sees. The way you pick on me and then apoligize and tell me over and over again how srry you are and how much you love me. You make me so happy with you simply being you even though your a meanie and i have to remind you constantly to be nice. even though you say im to nice and i care to much, and you dont care enough. The way you pull me close and say im to far away the way you hold my hands and look at me i fear im falling for it. The moment you leave i begin to miss you and all i think about is when i'll see you again. I could probably write 1000 words about all the things i love about you and we've only been together for a short period of time. Now dont get me wrong i dont believe im in love with you but i believe i defiantly could fall for ya boy and i love all the things ya do babe and i cant wait till i see you again so i can tell you myself that i missed and kiss you not caring if the world sees

Wonder

I wonder what its like to be beautiful
To know the whole world looks at you in admiration
To know they all stop and stare in awe
To know he'll always notice when you walk by
I wonder what its like to not be so invisible
To know your efforts will be recognized
To not go through the hallways unnoticed
To be acknowledged by someone
To be accepted by anyone
I wonder what its like to be liked
To be greeted with a smile in the morning
To not spend the day sitting all alone
To not have them whisper behind your back
To be accepted
I wonder what its like to be loved
To feel your arms around me
To be kissed by you
To be on your mind
To be the one you call beautiful
I wonder what its like not to wonder
to jump right in
To make what you want come true
To do crazy things
To skydive, sing to a crowd or scream out my feeling
I wonder what its like to be unafraid
To take the risk
To actually be brave
To do the things i never imagined
To not worry about being hurt
I wonder what its like to be whole
to not have a heart so broken
To have never been hurt
To still have that blissful ignorance
To Smile wholeheartedly
To not have to pretend
I wonder if such things are even possible
I wonder if i'll be able to stop wondering
I wonder if the answers will ever find there way to me