Wonder

I wonder what its like to be beautiful
To know the whole world looks at you in admiration
To know they all stop and stare in awe
To know he'll always notice when you walk by
I wonder what its like to not be so invisible
To know your efforts will be recognized
To not go through the hallways unnoticed
To be acknowledged by someone
To be accepted by anyone
I wonder what its like to be liked
To be greeted with a smile in the morning
To not spend the day sitting all alone
To not have them whisper behind your back
To be accepted
I wonder what its like to be loved
To feel your arms around me
To be kissed by you
To be on your mind
To be the one you call beautiful
I wonder what its like not to wonder
to jump right in
To make what you want come true
To do crazy things
To skydive, sing to a crowd or scream out my feeling
I wonder what its like to be unafraid
To take the risk
To actually be brave
To do the things i never imagined
To not worry about being hurt
I wonder what its like to be whole
to not have a heart so broken
To have never been hurt
To still have that blissful ignorance
To Smile wholeheartedly
To not have to pretend
I wonder if such things are even possible
I wonder if i'll be able to stop wondering
I wonder if the answers will ever find there way to me