Making a difference

I spent the weekend at my mom's which is always an interesting time. We stayed up all night playing cards. At school games don't interest me but when its against my family i get extremely competitive. The card game was called golf and it was really fun but i kept losing. but before that my mom had some things to do we went to see one of my moms friends for his birthday. Surprisingly he was a funny guy my moms friends tend to be just annoying drunks. I couldn't help but laugh at everything he said. like were talking about a car crash and he says "well i never crash into anything. The other day i crashed into a tree though. But its my tree i can run it over if i want to." After that we stopped by the bar where his party was going to be. And guess what they were serving mountain oysters (for those of you who don't know thats bull balls) I didn't eat any though. We only stayed for a few minutes but that was all it took to make my stomach sick. I can't stand cigarettes or alcohol. And this guy came up and tried to flirt with me and did the worst thing he possibly could have(automatic bad first impression) He lit up a cigarette. Not to say i hate people who smoke (my dad smokes) i just don't like to be around people when they smoke(or drink) After all this we went home and ate spaghetti.
Then i saw this cute little brown puppy. she's a mix between a chihuahua and a wiener dog. And found out the boy there beats it(my mom lives on the land of some of her friends and we were in there house) and they were going to kill it. I decided i couldn't let that happen and that i would take it home only 1 problem, No pets allowed in my house(its rented) But how could i let that little baby girl die. Well i couldn't so i was gonna find her a home. So when i got home i asked my dad if she could stay with us until i could find her a home, he said i had one week or it was off to the pound with her. And that she had to stay in my room. Last night she slept in my bed i tried to tell myself i couldn't get attached to her(thats why i didn't name her) but she was so cute. Today i found her a home my friend tyler is taking her and he named her Sandy. I'm happy she has a home now but i'm really gonna miss her
This week is TAKS(Texas Accessment of Knowledge and Skill) week today was math and then Thursday i have science Friday Social Studies. The tests are really easy but there so long and boring Its gonna be a long week T-T but on the bright side we won't be doing much in class this week. After the test you read until everybodies done and i started Shiver by Maggie Stiefvater
good so far but just started. Oh well thats it for now Stevens coming over in a bit so gotta clean up my room.

U.I.L. and the Cancer walk

4:30 in the fucking morning really? it should be illegal to make kids get up so early. Yesterday we had the regional U.I.L contest and i had to get up at 4:30am. yes that right 4:30 Ugh i was so tired. Now being a sophomore of course i had to sit with somebody so i didn't sleep on the way up there. I sat with Jake though and he was really nice. We science teamers have to stick together. He offered to let me sit by the window and use his pillow so i could get some sleep on the way up there. Then he offered to put my purse on his stuff so it wouldn't be on the nasty floor. and talked and joked with me on the way up there noticing my obvious boredom. He was really sweet despite his inner hate for me since I'm top of the class and he is second. and the boys in my grade are very competitive and annoyed by my lack of interest in their trivial competitions.
The ironic thing about my being on the science team is i hate science. I hate all the boring rules and process and all the bizarre theories. I hate hearing this and this is true b/c this whack job scientist says so but has no proof. Yet I'm intrigued by the stars and the way two things can mix and be something completely different. I hated biology with all its crazy details that never seem to stick but find myself wondering how it all works. Chemistry bores me out of my mind and surprises me with its little fact and experiments. This crazy mix of feeling toward science and my teachers request led to my joining the science team. Ah well.
As for the competition it was a total fail for me *sigh* There were so many question about plants and i know nothing about plants. and out of the 20 physics questions i answered 1. It was a really hard test. My genius bother bobby made 2nd in physics with a 34 while the 1st place physics had a 66 that's like unheard of this kid must of been some kinda genius. *sigh again*
I was there from 7am until4 pm and i had one event that lasted about an hour and a half the rest of the time was spent reading manga. I read two skip beats and one Ruroni Kenshin. I'm almost done with Ruroni Kenshin and i must say its amazing i absolutely love the series and would definitely suggest this one as well.
Once we got home at like 6:30pm i went home long enough to grab some tennis shoes and water and went straight to the cancer walk which goes from 6pm to 6am and planned to stay the whole night. Me, Kayla and Steven walked until 8 at which point we worked the concession stand for stuCo for 3 hours talk about boring. but i got free food. Steven had done wondered off my then (he's not really in StuCo) They had Randi speak and the ceremony was really beautiful.then more walking. And then the beauty pageant in which the guys dressed like girls. One of these guys was my older brother whose girlfriend had to help arrange his temporary boobs(made out of balloons) The guys had to walk around in their dresses and raised money for the cancer society. Another one of the guys who dressed up was Jake same guy as earlier. Some of these guys got a little to into. And Bobby's girlfriend got mad b/c Curtis grabbed his boobs. It was really funny I'll post pics as soon as i get copies(my camera was dead) Bobby just carried a bucket for the money but Jake had people putting money in his bra and one guy had some in his thigh high stocks. It was a rather disturbing sight the winner raised $957 and got a pink tiara. About midnight we got bad weather warnings so we packed up tents and tables and began some cleanup(also working for NHS) at about 1:30 hardly anybody remained and our NHS sponsor told us to go home so we left i crashed at about 2 am.I watched the sun rise set and almost rise again. And after such a long day my mom calls and wakes me up at 7am so today will be another long day.
Plan for the day: Going out to my mom's place. Gonna play games and hang out and have family time. Then spending the night there and returning some time tomorrow. Fun.Fun.

Just another day

Band contest yesterday went ok. we didn't make sweepstakes. T-T We got straight 1s on our music but a 2 on sight-reading. Really sight-reading. Because we didn't slow down and a stupid trumpet kept messing up. well kinda upset about that but the trip was fun and i got out of school for it. The whole way up there Scott told me about all these animes i need to watch and then we aggravated Kayla while she was trying to read. Fun Fun.
Today i had to go back to school and make up all my work. I had two tests to make up Chemistry and Algebra 2. School was boring today nothing happened. Well Jake(just some guy in my class) got glasses and he's totally bummed but they really don't look that bad on him. other wise nothing new today. Last night i had to write two poems for English. One from the point of view of someone on the Titanic and one a metaphor about some one i know. Well here they are. Tell me what you think.

Today we board the Titanic
I’ve never seen a ship before
It looked so very big
And the passengers like tiny ants
I can’t help but feel uneasy
And my mother’s words do not help
She thinks saying the Titanic is unsinkable
Is like flying in the face of God
She has decided not to sleep at night
Neither will I
I wake as my father enters
He’s in a hurry
He picks me up
It is happening
The Titanic is sinking
My mother and I are placed on a life boat
But Daddy stays behind
Daddy stays on the Titanic
All around me I hear screaming
People are drowning
People are dying
The Titanic is sinking
Then it is silent
A terrible, deathly silence

This one is written from the point of view of a girl named Eva Hart who was 7 then. Her and her mother survived but her father died. The next one is about my mother.

My mom is a bird
She flies away
Unable to stay in one place
Soaring high in the sky
In a world so unlike mine
So close yet so far
Something you see but can not touch
For as soon as you are near
She flies away
Her love for adoration
Her need for love
So fragile, so easy to break
But even with broken wings
She still seems to fly away
Leaving behind this world
Leaving behind me
But here I shall wait
For my bird to return

I guess its pretty self explanatory, but its all about my mom and how she hasn't really been around for me.
Aside from school my day has been boring. I just finished all my homework and my brother stole my PS2 so i can't play my game. And all my friends live to far away to hang out. *sigh*oh the boredom. Ah well tata for now hopeful i'll have something more interesting to say next time.

Monday T-T

Yes monday by far the worst day of the week. It really should be illegal to force children to wake up so early. I get up at 6:30 to spend 40 minutes getting dress and still look like crap. The i spend 8 hours at that hell hole called school to learn what i could learn in maybe an hour at most. My history teach is a coach and teaches us nothing he doesn't even grade our papers. there 45 minutes wasted. Geometry is so annoying and now were going over TAKS which is so easy. another 45 minutes. Activity period is a chance for me to read my book so those 30 min aren't completely wasted. Spanish is well Spanish. The class is easy and i have it with my friends but its just well annoying. Chemistry isn't so bad but its also really easy. And then BCIS 2(I forget what it stands for but its a computer class) I learn about as much in that class as i would if i banged my head against the wall for 45 minutes. I spend about 10 minutes doing the assigned work then i play Free-cell(i like this came cause it makes me think) i've been playing them in order and i'm on game 90. I don't eat lunch so i spend that time talking to my friend Scott. He is such a fun guy but most people see him as creepy cause he's really well unique. We usually talk about manga, anime, video games, or family. Then band the only class i like. I love band because i love music. being able to make music is something i've always wanted to do and now i play the saxophone(3 years of saxophone 2 of flute) It is an amazing instrument(mines name is Khufu after an Egyptian Pharaoh) But there is one thing i hate about band and its name is Destiny(yes a person) she this dumb ass little whore that sits next to me. She is by far the worst saxophone player and the loudest and to make matters worse she does it on purpose. The only reason i haven't punched her in the face is b/c if i do i can't go to our contest tomorrow. We didn't make to state in marching so now we have to redeem ourselves with concert band. After band its english which was interesting today. Were learning about rhythm in poetry(Iambi,anapestic, and so on) So today we went outside and slapped and stopped and read the poetry which was kinda fun. And lastly Algebra 2 by far my hardest class but i actually like my teacher. She's an old lady who comes off as really sweet but she tells you straight what she thinks. Then i get to come home and be bored (all my friends live in the country T-T)

Back to band tomorrow is our contest and sightreading. The three songs we are playing are called:Kenya Contrast, Kinder Legend, and Mister Joe. And well to be completely honest they need alot of work and the contest is tomorrow -_- Sight reading is always easy so i'm not worried about that. *sigh* heres to hoping.

One last thing to type about today the manga i'm currently reading is called Skip Beat. It is excellent manga that i would definitely suggest. It's about a girl who joins show biz to get revenge. I am currently on book 12 and the story is so good. I'm borrowing them from a friend so i always have to wait to read the next one. They have it worst borrowing manga from me due to lack of money it takes me forever to buy the next book to the series i read. The three major ones i own are:Hellsing, Hell girl, and Fullmetal Alchemist. Hell girl is still coming out and i can never find the book i'm on in Hellsing its always the one i have *skip* then the one after that never the one i need. Fullmetal Alchemist i blame on my not having a job. See i have excuses. Oh well i'll get them eventually.
Well that's it for now wish me luck with band tomorrow ^.^

Michael's Gig

Michael's gig last night was tons of fun. He played 8 song, 4 his own and 4 Frank Turner songs. He was opening for a band called Cornerstone. I had never heard of them but they were really good. I had tons of fun hanging out but didn't get back until midnight then straight to bed for me. Then this morning i had County Road Cleanup for StuCo. And there was some big party last night cause so the teachers daughter was hung over and about to throw up(so gross)
After an hour of picking up trash, I came home and played Persona 3 Fes. Its such a fun game but i keep dying T-T I'm on floor 100 out of idk how many and i've put about 64 hours into this game. Out of my three skills i finally got one maxed out. On the topic of games i finally beat FFX. I got everybodys ultimate weapon except Tidus and Wakka. I can't do the stupid Chocobo race and blitz ball is so annoying. So i finally gave up and ended the game now i have to beat FFX-2. Sadly i can't play FF13 because i don't have a PS3 T-T.
School tomorrow Ugh......that means i have to get up early and then go deal with everybody. Oh well we'll see how tomorrow goes once it gets here.

Boredom

I got my first comment ^.^ thank you anonymous. And if you ever read this again( though i doubt you will) i'd like you to know were not fighting anymore and he gave me flowers yesterday.(sorry i'm bad at taking pics) I have been trying to personalize my blog this morning(with music, sideshows, etc.) but have had no luck. *sigh* Oh well i guess it will stay plain. In the process of all this though I have discovered many pictures i haven't seen in awhile. Many of which are anime pictures due to my obsession (video games being my other) I can be such a fan girl (yeah i'm terrible) but i can't help it I have a love from almost every anime i watch. Edward Elric, Gaara, Shessomaru (whose name i can never spell) L(death not) ,........The list is really to long but if my stupid slide show would have worked there would be plenty of pictures of them*sigh again* OK back to reality even though lala world is so much nicer. My day is going to be so boring until about 8 when I'm hoping to go watch my friend Micheal's gig. Fun Fun trying to get all my friends to go.

I relized the other the other day that despite the fact that no one will probably ever read this i never introduce my self. My screen name is mikaru and for now my real name can remain unknown. And as my about me thing says i'm 16 i'm not really good at describing myself sorry but i'm hoping over time my personality will reveal its self through my posts. I'm a sophomore in high school, i'm top of my class so the works all really easy but the people are hell to deal with. I like things that are different than the norm(like all my friends) I love music, anime, videogames, and just hanging out and otherwise idk really maybe i'll think of something later. Sorry about bad grammar or spelling in my posts i always type like this. T-T I started this thing just as a way to talk about whatever is going on in my life.

Message to anybody who reads this: if you want to know anything about me feel free to ask me and i will try to answer. Comments are great i'd love to hear from people. If you would like me to read your blog just say so and i will be happy to. ^.^

4/16/10

I meant to start posting on this everyday but my keyboards broken. T-T So its been awhile since i've posted. Well its been a pretty uneventful week. So happy its Friday only one six weeks left and then we're out for summer Yay! So about my week hmmmm. well i got in an argument with my boyfriend over something dumb and then it turned into a argument about problems with our relationship. Well for one he never tells me anything and he lies then i cry. He started to feel bad and said "I'll tell you what if you keep smiling i'll quit lying" and i thought yeah right. Then the next day we were fighting cause of a girl he liked before me and i said that she was prettier and skinnier than me and how does he respond "but i chose you didn't I" what kind of answer is that? now off that topic, Last night we had a school band concert it was cool but we need lots of improvement before our contest on Tuesday. After we played i meet this cool guy from another school don't know if I'll ever see him again and i don't remember his name, but i hope i do. Today was so average that there is nothing to say really. My class played pictionary last period which is always fun to watch cause there so competitive but i seldom participate Plans for tomorrow: Micheal has another gig. Hope i get to go.

Friday April 9

First Post. Today was just another boring day at school. Work, work,work. I had to memorize 23 lines of Julius Caesar but since i didn't have time to recite it today i have to remember it all on weekend. And today Blaine(a guy in my class) made fun of me b/c i can't stay serious, he made me mad but when he kept telling me to smile i just couldn't help it. On the bright side Michael has a gig at Mi Casa( restaurant) and i going so it should be tons of fun. Otherwise no plans for today.