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After many posts full of complaints and such i have nothing to complain about besides being stuck at home on a saturday. But i guess i should be overjoyed that so far thats the worst part of my day. I am So BORED though i absoulutly hate being stuck at home but thats where i spend most of my time. *sigh* Hopefully this Summer will be fun and eventful. Only one more week of school but thats a week full of finals *sigh again* oh well schools easy anyway. But to think only 4 more days of getting up at 6:20 in the morning and then i get 3 months of sleeping in. Not that i sleep that late anyway i noramlly wake up about 8 or9ish. 2 bad thing about this school year ending. 1 i have to get a summer job. yeah its terrible. Not that i really mind working that much but the only job really available here for someone my age is a waitress and i'm not a people person. I know from my previous job that i am a bad waitress. And its terrible not being able to yell at the customers and say "You Stupid idiot do look like the fucking cook! No so don't fucking yell at me cause its taking forever to make your steak! If your in a hurry don't order a steak you dumbass!" and you can't yell at your coworkers for being lazy bitches cause there related to the boss. Oh well good for you now get your ass off the phone and do your job. T_T yeah needless to say i hated my job and do not want to be a waitress again but probably will be. Reason 2 my boyfriend,steven and my band buddy, Scott are graduating. I don't have any classes with Steven anyway but i'm gonna be so lonely not getting to see him every morning and have him walk me to class. And i fear for our relationship. I love him and i want to believe we will stay together but the reality distance isn't good on a relationship. I'm going to try my hardest to make it work though and i'm sure he will to since he misses me when he goes a day without seeing me. And Scott by far one of the strangest people i know is also leaving. his crazy talk and the way he acts out games and anime always brightens my day. Plus he's the only one i have to talk to in band Which means next year my lonerness will show even more as i sit alone during lunch no longer laughing with scott. To make clear me and Scott are just friends despite Steven's worrying about Scott and my brother girlfriend believing i'm going to marry scott. Now here is the weird part in all this. Me and steven are together but steven is jealous of Scott(who is his friend), Scott is in love with Karrie who believes Scott is going to marry me, and karrie is dating my brother who is friends with both Scott and Steven. Poor scott is the only one who is not in a relationship though. I have been desperately trying to get Scott to go out with cassie(just another friend) but so far no luck. Wow i seemed to have strayed from the original subject and ended up complaining about something unintentionally *sigh* oh well its lunch time so i'm going to go bother my dad.

4/16/10

I meant to start posting on this everyday but my keyboards broken. T-T So its been awhile since i've posted. Well its been a pretty uneventful week. So happy its Friday only one six weeks left and then we're out for summer Yay! So about my week hmmmm. well i got in an argument with my boyfriend over something dumb and then it turned into a argument about problems with our relationship. Well for one he never tells me anything and he lies then i cry. He started to feel bad and said "I'll tell you what if you keep smiling i'll quit lying" and i thought yeah right. Then the next day we were fighting cause of a girl he liked before me and i said that she was prettier and skinnier than me and how does he respond "but i chose you didn't I" what kind of answer is that? now off that topic, Last night we had a school band concert it was cool but we need lots of improvement before our contest on Tuesday. After we played i meet this cool guy from another school don't know if I'll ever see him again and i don't remember his name, but i hope i do. Today was so average that there is nothing to say really. My class played pictionary last period which is always fun to watch cause there so competitive but i seldom participate Plans for tomorrow: Micheal has another gig. Hope i get to go.