Mother's day

Yeah so its mother's day a day to spend with your mother to thank her for putting up with your bratty ass all these years right. Well not here No. I just stayed up till fucking midnight making my mother a card(like i'm 5 or something)cause moms like that stuff. Right? And it was cute and really took alot of effort and time. So my mom tells me she's gonna come by when she gets off work so she can spend the day with and my brothers. She gets off at three. Calls says she'll be here at six shes got to take a friend somewhere. Being the wonder full daughter i am i say ok i'll see you when you get here drive carefully and all that lovely stuff. Well here it is 9 o'clock and i'm still waiting and she's not here but of course when i see her again in about a week i'll smile and pretend its all ok no the cards no big deal its not like i stayed up all Saturday night making it just for you. So here i am on mothers day with a crappy homemade card and no mom to give it to. but why does it surprise shes never here. She always has somewhere else to be something else to do someone who comes before her kids. I hate how no matter how many times this happens i never get use to the pain. The pain of knowing your own fucking mother doesn't want to see you that does wonders for the self esteem. Oh well while i cry another night bc i'm teenage girl with no mother to go to. I hope she has fun getting drunk with all her friends. Happy Mothers Day mom i guess i'd rather her be happy than be with me anyway.